24 Jul 2006

Hi honey.... Bye honey

i left my job... i am in a new one now... a temporary one... what a feeling!!!.... u go to the same place everyday, meet the same ppl, while everybody knows you are not here for long.... you are a temporary replacement... suddenly you become so light.... everybody greets u with a smile, 'cos they know you are leaving... cos they want you to have good memories about them.... but isn't this always the case??... what are we but temps... everwhere you go you are just a temp... 'cos sooner or later you'll leave... eventually everything will end, wheather we like it or not... so why do not we keep this attitude???.. why don't we keep in mind that what we do to ppl will be their memories about us???..... well i think because we never realise this... we never put is mind that this is temporary.... we take things for granted 'cos we think they'll last forever though we already know it won't.....we are in constant denial... we keep fooling ourselves that ppl will stay forever, while we know that forever doesn't exist... it's one lesson that we learn everyday, & one lesson that we always forget...... it exists in every passing moment... but we never pay attention, and if we do, we tend to forget... we tend to deny.... repeat after me " nothing lasts ".